
22JULY1990
NgeeAnnPoly:HSN
THE REAL WINX CLUB..
Walked to Plaza Sing for dinner. After dinner went to ziNk yishun hsh to stay over-night. Somemore its raining heavily, so took cab over to her hsh. Knew that she was staying near my eight auntie hsh. Finally got a chance to see ziNk elder sister. They dont look alike at all. haha. Slept ard 2plus ba. Watching tv at the living room, so whenever i'm messaging ziNk will give me a funny look. Made me dunno what to do at all... haha. Woke up at 9 plus the next morning, watched HSM2. ziNk dont have her hsh key. We were locked inside. Guess what, we jumped out of the window in order to get out. haha. I will never forget this !!!
By the time, i knew i couldn't escape any further ! I knew that i had already fallen into it ! No lies, No joke ! And i knew what i'm doing. You have your ways to care. I knew it. I'm not hard-hearted nor cold-blooded ! i can feel it ! But i just don't dare to face it ! As times goes by, i felt that one day, u'll take back your words. I appeared to be hack care, yet you don't get it ! Cos i don't wish to hurt you in the first place. I know you're good, yet i can't get myself to tell you the truth. I know you willing to wait but how long can you do so? I know one day, you'll still give up. Might as well, i'll be the evil man. I 'll end it straight. I am not willing to do so, yet to let you carry on. I have to do so. No matter how much i'll regret in the future, is all for our own good. Wasting your time on something which you'll give up one day, is totally worthless. I hope i can bear everything down. I felt guilty when i looked into your eyes. So many times, i wish to go forward and tell you the truth ! Yet i hold myself back ! <3